the story continues

what would you do when ure force to do something where deep inside ur heart u duwan too.BUT  , under alot of circumstances and pressure u had to do it bcoz it is for da best for the other party…..u had to do even the other party will misunderstand u , or mayb worst??  dillemma ….. alot of things appears to be wad it is bcoz it has been wad u are but u had changed…y do ppl wans to do da same mistake ??? isn’t it weird?? think of it…y ppl do not understand dis point??…it is bcoz u have to!

most wounds run deeper then we could imagine…we cant see them with a naked eye…and then there are wounds that take us by surprise… the trick with any wound or disease is to dig deep down and find real the source of injury…..and once u found it…try like hell to heal the source!!!

We’ll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don’t need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don’t quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They’re not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

Let’s waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that’s bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

sumtimes thing is better left in the dark ……theres something to be said about  glass left half fulled…about knowing when to say when….i like to think is as a floating line , a barometer of me and desire….is entirely up 2 the individual ….and depends wads being poor….sometimes all we want is a taste…other times theres no such thing as enough….the glass is no such thing…the glasss is bottomless..and all we want is more…..god bless me

lately i realised that…people around me faced the same problems like mine…mayb this is our age’s problem which is very common…but once theres a wise man told me that…if the problem you are facing is a common problem , why do u want to feel frustrated about it…frust about the stuff which is uncommon…which i totally agree about it ..and practicing it =)

Girls meet girls = bitches

boys meet boys= devils

girl meet boy , vice versa=angels

gf meets goodfren=trouble

bf meets parents=stress

gf meets her old frens= trouble

chun chicks = ferrari = high maintainance = attracts attention

average chicks = proton wira = practical = easy maintainance = alot of spare parts

*red=latest recipe*

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
aku tlah terpagut oleh cintamu
menelusup hariku dengan harapan
namun kau masih terdiam membisu

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan ‘tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban ‘tuk memilikimu

betapa derunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
semoga kau tahu isi hatiku
dan seiring waktu yang terus berputar
aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku

sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
mendekap penuh harapan ‘tuk mencintaimu
setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
menanti sebuah jawaban ‘tuk memilikimu

aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan…

aku pulang…
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang…
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

oh gosh!! my life goin upside down…mi sick? wakaka! dun understand? let me make it dis way…i had my lunch at 5.30pm n had my diner 4.00am the next morning….slept last nite at 7am woke up at 4.30pm….gonna haf finals on sunday…but i nt yet study ??wad mi doin? can sum1 tell me?

yawnzzz…tengzz 5am liao…still kenot sleep..stupid moviela"hitch’ make me laugh like fucks…yea..yea..old movie…but not bad wert….but oni certain tings i dun agree wif la…yea….sumtimes…u jz gotta plan b4 u go out on a date…even if its wif ur gf….coz im sure in here u wud luv 2 make dat evening a great…but sumtimes da more u plan da more frustrated u b if tings dun worked out…sigh…well i tink most guys wud haf dis dilemma…tink of…dun u gurls understands ofcoz we wan da best for u all…and sumtimes v oso kinda sked oso la …but sumtimes…tings jz dun worked out..sigh..i wish theres a ‘hitch’ in m’sia…but in my opinion ofcoz is good if u got a plan…but try nt 2 follow so much…be more urself…dats wad i learned…dun u tink so? anyway GOD i nid 2 get 2sleep…having my finals tomolo…nid 2 wakeup early n study…nt yet study at all DIE!